LOUDEST THOUGHTS- No part of this story should be changed or distributed without the authors permission.
SYNOPSIS: Embargo laid on the heart, lies, Secrets, Hurt, Cries, Betrayal, Love and Friendship.
We all have the right to love to the fullest, but who we want to love and spend the rest of our lives with is a gamble and a choice. But then when it is forced and betrayal pops up, the path to love changes.
Ego, hatred and frustration sets in. To recover may take forever but entirely a choice of the heart. You decide to get out of your situation or learn to live with it.
Am sorry Katie, Matt’s enveloped me in her arms while i cried on her shoulders soiling her top. He is gone, Andy has finally killed me. Matt’s do not say that; you are going nowhere.
You will be fine, just give it time. I was just not in the mood for Matt’s soothing words at the moment. Why do i always end up with this kind of bad luck.
None of my relationship has ever lasted. One tragedy and broken heart after the other. I wailed and sat on the floor while onlookers watched vigorously but with a sad tone while murmuring their sorry’s.
Andy was my whole life, after all my previous relationships failed. We had a lot of plans in our relationship. There were times we had our fights but we always patch up.
This time it is forever goodbye. His health became a problem. I stood by him. We got the best doctors for chemo and surgery’s but the last one snatched him off planet earth. When will i recover from this tragedy.
He is the only man that has accepted me for who I am. He gives me the affection I never got from my Dad.
I instantly stood up with so much energy and no regrets for what i just did to obviously a good woman. Then i peeped through the theater window.
The light in the room was too bright, hence distracting me. I saw my now ex girlfriend walking blurry far away with her friend consoling her.
Then I felt a hand on my shoulder. Gentle man, it is Andy Sir! Andy, why treat a good woman that way. From where i stand that woman loves you. But i do not get why you should fake your own death.
Doctor you would not understand. I keep playing the events of the past year in my head. Help me understand, I know you only paid me to fake your brain tumor and death but you nearly killed her.
She spent one hour on drip from the news. Am sorry, but she is just too much attached to me. I love her but not in the way she wants me to.
There is nothing wrong with her, I have found someone else i love more than her Doctor. She has been through a lot in the past and this is the best way i could help her recover early.
I must admit you are heartless. Our deal is over Mr. Andy; I will send you back what you payed me. I refuse to be a part of this torture. He said and walked out on me.